Ok here is a question to think about How is street prostition and dating any diffrent? You go out to eat and a guy wants you to sleep with him, basically he sees it as he gave you something now he needs something in return right. Or you go to a movie and maybe go get drinks than you go back to your place and have great or even better yet horrible sex. how is that any diffrent than a guy giving you 20 dollars and you having horrible sex? The goverment says prostition is illegal but yet what is diffrent from what is illegal from the legal really? Ok the one women nows that nothing but sex is happening, where in the other world the women is hoping for a relationship but I stress the hoping part their. Most men and again I stress most, are out for a one night stand. Ok now I know some women might be out for a one night stand sometimes. Sometimes I think that they both aren't so far in diffrence here. Let me know if you think diffrently
- What am I listening to: Areosmith
- Video Game I am playing: nothing
- have I worked on my book: Not today again
- What am I drinking: Moutain Dew
As I sit here online and I have my messanger on I keep getting strange men asking me for sex. I wonder to myself what is it with men that give them such balls to ask a strange person for sex. They don't know me, for all they know I could be a man in womens clothing. I could have many sexual diesases or yet even a killer. But yet they still ask" hey lets have sex or wanna have some fun". I thought many times to reply ok should I use a steak knife or a chain saw on you... not that I would but I feel like it sometimes.
Just because I am looking for a guy doesn't mean I want to sleep with everybody. Heck sex anymore is the last thing on my mind, I don't even have the energy for it. I miss having friends to hang out with, to go to the movies with. I haven't been asked out on a date in over a year. The last date I had he got here and find out he didn't have any money we just sat here and played a board game, I didn't see him again. And before that we went to BW3's and I ended up paying. What the hell is that about?!? I think I attract jerks, poor guys and just plain not my type! Ok now I know my type could be to narrow but hey I want a guy taller than me is that wrong? I want a guy skinner than me, that shouldn't be so hard for as fat as I am, so is that wrong? Somebody with hair is that so wrong? Somebody who drives and makes a little money again is that so wrong? And NOT OUT FOR A ONE NIGHT STAND!! Again is that so wrong? Where are all the good guys gone?
- What am I listening to: depressed
- Video Game I am playing: so far today from 12 am to 7:30 am
- have I worked on my book: not yet today
- What am I drinking: vodka and orange juice
Man I wish I could get my cats to do that
- Video Game I am playing: Piglet
- What am I listening to: Drunk and Here
Well lets see, Steven feels much better now, went to court and they are not happy with me say I need to do more stuff with the children but yet I wonder how I am suppose to do that on my limited income and no car....brb need to check on food
Three women go down to Mexico one night, get
> drunk, and wake up in jail,
> only to find that they are to be executed in the
> morning, though none of
> them can remember what they did the night before.
>
> The first one, a redhead, is strapped in the
> electric chair, and is asked
> if she has any last words. She says, "I am from
> Grace University, and
> believe in the almighty power of God to intervene on
> the behalf of the
> innocent," They throw the switch and nothing
> happens. They all immediately
> prostrate themselves; beg for her forgiveness,and
> release her.
>
> The second one, a brunette, is strapped in and
> gives her last words,"I am
> from the Creighton School of Law and I believe in
> the power of justice to
> intervene on the part of the innocent." They throw
> the switch and again,
> nothing happens. Again, they all immediately
> prostrate themselves; beg for
> her forgiveness, and release her.
>
> The last one, a blonde, is strapped in and says,
> "Well, I'm from the West
> Virginia University and just graduated with a degree
> in Electrical
> Engineering, and I'll tell you right now, you ain't
> gonna electrocute nobody
> if you don't plug this thing in."
- What am I listening to: fine mood
- Video Game I am playing: sugar
- have I worked on my book: Sleeping
- What am I drinking: nothing
My ramblings of the day, I been thinking of a a few intresting things today. Well sis is still sleeping and steven just woke up I don't think either of them are feeling well. Was sitting here thinking about my best friend when I was a kid, her name was sasha her mom was linda, they use to live next door to use in luna pier michigan I remember us we use to take dance classes together, sometimes I wish I could go back and do that time over again. Sometimes I dream of the house I use to live in there and that I walk down the lane and fish in the lagoon where I use to fish. Do you ever wih you could relive your youth? I do alot but than I think that if I changed anything I might not have my children.I love my children alot and I would kill myself in a heart beat if I ever lost them. Sitting here in bed I look at sis while she sleeps and she looks so angelic but when she is awake shes a big pain...lol typical kid right. I have to go to court today abo, I am very nervous. I have been a little depressed lately and not sure how to get out of it, I need to get this house cleaned, but my energy level is so low right now so tired all the time. I feel like crying alot and I just want to stay in bed. But alas I need to get off this computer and get moving, sis just woke up and so did steven..medicine time
- What am I listening to: fine mood
- Video Game I am playing: sugar
- have I worked on my book: Sleeping
- What am I drinking: juice
Well good news Steven didn't have even one headache today...Whooo Hoooo! He was very hyper and misbehaved alot today. He refuses to take a bath and refuses to clean his room, which is agitating me alot. Finally the stuipd Idiot mantience man BROUGHt me my new toliet and sink im 3 hours to put in my toilet and he left my sink UNDONE WHEN HE LEFT, SOMETHING is going on with my pC strange...he tried to get me to pay my rent when he wasn't even done with the sink stating he needed the rent so he could get paid so he could feed his kids.....please thats like my fault right..he neede to finish my sink. He tells me the landlord spent 200 dollars on the sink and tolet and didn't have money for a 9 dollar part....sheech well if the stuipd landlord can't afford to maintain the apartment than he shouldn't own it, am I not right? The kids only have 7 days left of camp, what am I gonna do with them after that? Well I am gonna have to take the bus for a few days due to I put gas in the car and it just ate it up, I wonder if somebody is taking my gas or if the car has a leak or something cause it just eats up my gas, I want a diffrent car darn it, the guy with the other car has been in the hospital so i haven't been able to get the other car. welp I am off to bed
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