- What am I listening to: Areosmith
- Video Game I am playing: nothing
- have I worked on my book: Not today again
- What am I drinking: Moutain Dew
As I sit here online and I have my messanger on I keep getting strange men asking me for sex. I wonder to myself what is it with men that give them such balls to ask a strange person for sex. They don't know me, for all they know I could be a man in womens clothing. I could have many sexual diesases or yet even a killer. But yet they still ask" hey lets have sex or wanna have some fun". I thought many times to reply ok should I use a steak knife or a chain saw on you... not that I would but I feel like it sometimes.
Just because I am looking for a guy doesn't mean I want to sleep with everybody. Heck sex anymore is the last thing on my mind, I don't even have the energy for it. I miss having friends to hang out with, to go to the movies with. I haven't been asked out on a date in over a year. The last date I had he got here and find out he didn't have any money we just sat here and played a board game, I didn't see him again. And before that we went to BW3's and I ended up paying. What the hell is that about?!? I think I attract jerks, poor guys and just plain not my type! Ok now I know my type could be to narrow but hey I want a guy taller than me is that wrong? I want a guy skinner than me, that shouldn't be so hard for as fat as I am, so is that wrong? Somebody with hair is that so wrong? Somebody who drives and makes a little money again is that so wrong? And NOT OUT FOR A ONE NIGHT STAND!! Again is that so wrong? Where are all the good guys gone?
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